Rain Rain Go Away

Is Big Momma the only one that notice's when it's raining and we are all stuck indoors that the Little Ones act up? :) Lil Momma is a hot mess lately. She doesn't handle it well at all. LOL.
She's looking forward to dance the moment we step out the door. Lil Momma is my Prima Ballerina. It's really rewarding to see her come home and show off her new moves. She's like so excited to practice them all week long.
Big Momma on the other hand is looking forward to the time to go to the Y and work out. I will be joining it this weekend. And then Big Momma has decided that for her "30th" I will be going to the Biggest Loser Spa and Resort in Utah. Time to get in shape. I can still be Big Momma and not be so damn big:)

Things that make you go HMMMMMMM

SD contacted me and wanted to see Lil Momma. Big Momma took her over there and we spent two hours there. It was good to see Lil Momma so happy. They played and watched a movie and SD asked a lot of questions about her. Big Momma being the Mother as always, asked about family illness's and what not. LOL Just being prepared.
SD has made plans to go visit again on Thursday and wants to go Trick or Treating with us next month.
Now your thinking "Big Momma" what happened to forgive and forget. Well I have forgiven, and I'm moving on. But if he's ready to be a part of Lil Momma's life and she wants him to be there. I'm going to let him. It's not about what happened between Big Momma and SD. It's about Lil Momma and her relationship with her SD. So as long as SD doesn't hurt her feelings or make her sad in anyway then we will be fine.
Big Momma will admit, hoping that admitting makes her see the truth of it, that she feels there is a underlined story to it. Like SD is hoping to get out of the court issues with child support. Or that his lawyer told him that he needs to do it so the court will take it easy on him. And if those are the motives then Big Momma isn't pleased that SD is using her Lil Momma. And trust that Big Momma will note it down and make sure that get's addressed in a way that is exceptional. No one should use a child like that. Period. But Big Momma made it clear, :) VERY CLEAR, that if there is a single tear shed, there will be *cough, cough* problems. So here's to hoping that Big Momma is wrong in this case.

I'm baaaack!!!!1

Big Momma here. Lot’s to report. Not only is SD messing himself up in court trying to pull the wool over the judges eyes. But he’s pissing Big Momma off in a royal way. He has THREE time’s messed up seeing Lil Momma. After accusing me of not letting him see her and being mean and blah blah blah. He calls to make the effort to see her. Big Momma being the bigger person says yes. I will bring Lil Momma to see him at a park. Well SD said that he’s just getting up and he will call back as soon as he’s ready to meet us. BIG SURPRISE here ladies and gentlemen. NO CALL! So Big Momma call’s him the next day and he blames it on another one of his Baby Mothers. Then ask’s me to have Lil Momma call her that night. Big Momma tells him to call her him self and he hangs up. Not only does he not all but when Lil Momma is getting out of the bath Big Momma calls SD, and low and behold he doesn’t answer the phone. So the third and last day that Big Momma play’s this game she calls him and SD said that he never received a call from us. So Big Momma makes it very very clear. Call her tonight. I pick her up from school at 5:30 you can call Lil Momma then. So SD said that he is going to be in a special meeting and that he will call after he’s done. So I inform him that Lil Momma goes to bed at 8:30pm and SD said that he’s going to call around 7:30pm. And here’s a HUGE SURPRISE! NO call. So Big Momma then text’s him my lawyers office and explains that we have no reason for hear on out to talk to him in any way shape or form. And that he needs to pass any communications to our lawyer.
And in the “New Life of Big Momma” part of my steps are getting rid of people that cause drama in my life. So I have deleted anyone that is in my life that may cause issues. For example pass information on to moron or continuously ask me questions about him or the situation.
After deleting them I have worked on forgiving them and forgetting them. Big Momma doesn’t need them holding me down and keeping me irritated.
What Big Momma’s goal is to be able to forgive and forget SD. Big Momma needs to forgive him for not being the man that I think he should be. Just because Big Momma thinks that he should be a specific way, doesn’t mean that SD can be that way. Not everyone knows what responsibilities are or how to take care of their children. And quite frankly Big Momma is doing more than a stellar job. Lil Momma doesn’t need his in and out Fathering.
So, Big Momma wants to pass her wisdom on. I want you to see that I can move on no matter my anger or hatred. Because even though he’s a idiot and about a million other things that I wont mention here. SD gave Big Momma the best gift of her life.
Lil Momma. And everyday she’s a amazing blessing to Big Momma. Her smile, her laugh, her intelligence, and her essence.
Big Momma is blessed. Truly Blessed. And Big Momma hopes that you read this and it helps you realize more and more just how blessed you are.
The next thing that I have to report is that Big Momma is yet again trying to get on the Biggest Loser. I have a great support system and friends that are going to help me through applying and hopefully getting on the Biggest Loser. So wish Big Momma luck!
Lil Momma is starting dance soon. She’s going to be doing a half hour of Tap and a half hour of Ballet. Big Momma hasn’t seen Lil Momma so excited except around Christmas time. LOL Dance starts in two weeks and she already has her bag packed with her tights and her leotards. Lil Momma even has the water in the water bottles sitting in the fridge getting cold.  Bless her heart. Seeing her excitement makes Big Momma happier then hell.